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Monday, September 25, 2006

HADY MIRZA WON!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i'm so happy for him! he deserves it! yesterday he sang so well lar. and he look so hot. i was melting at home. he is so versatile and i was rooting for him from the start!

yay. i'm happy happy.

anyway, results of prelims were really really bad. for me la. i really don't think i can make it for the first three months. really upset with myself actually. but what to do. life is full of challenges and obstacles.

i really hope i can do it for the o levels la. if not, ... (fill in the blanks yourself.)

well, life has been good. twin's has been complicating. LOL.


i love this picture. haha. currently, my wallpaper. muaha.

random random. i wanna get new clothes and heels and pumps and accessories! haha.

i miss joyous perfection. xD



Friday, September 22, 2006

apparently, i'm blogging now because i'm waiting for my hair to dry so that i can sleep, before going cg. -.-

let's see. i went out with steph yesterday! haha. we watched Jon Tucker Must Die. its seriously freaking funny. we were falling off our seats la. it's so much worse than mean girls! haha! i enjoyed it, totally! be sure to catch it! xD

yup. then we went to check out our birkins. we just wanted to make sure that our sizes are correct because the other time we tried, we weren't really sure. but, in the end, we still decided to get the sizes we tried the first time round. haha! i highly suspect that the birkins (florida ethno black patent) that i wanted is no longer manufactured la.. that's why they say its not available and stuff on the website. which is so @#$%&! i'll most probably get the same design but the other colour instead. how irritating. yeah. i know. we gotta learn to navigate in life, which is always against us.

"will you love me in the morning?"

i wanna watch Click again. but i've promised i-ming to bring it for her on monday. before i get killed by her. HAHA.

anyway, today we were supposed to do this hike thing at matritchie. not all the graduating classes, but specifically, only e2, us and 5n1. it was hell hot. and we were sweating pratically at the start of the hike. which is a bad thing. we walked for like almost 235897431234 kilometres before reaching this place where we were able to climb up to get a really great view from above. but the climbing up was awful. we had to go round and round. almost puked la. and my legs were wobbly when we finally reached the top. but, the view's there really good. (: take a look!

we look like we're in genting highlands. haha! =x

i was preparing to jump. HAHA.

erm. someone decided to end his/her life. what a place. haha!

and, all thanks to mr keong, we were so called 'trespassers'. short-cut, yeah right. thanks. so irresponsible la.


oh yes. something funny happened in the bus while we were going there. we were like short of two people la in the bus, hui ming and samantha. then we were already at braddel road! so amanda shouted for them. and unfortunately, couldn't find then in the bus. so the whole class was like quite shocked. like,"what the heck?" but in the end, we found out that they went for the botanic trail instead. then everyone was like, "CHEY." haha! my class so cute. :D

it looks like there's 'someone' between benjamin and winghim. so funny. haha.

anyway, i think i gotta go catch some sleep before i really fall asleep durinf sermon. =x

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

CONTENTMENT.

sometimes, we all look at someone else in our lives, maybe a class mate, or just an aquaintance, and we start to envy what they have. i've realise that contentment, being contented and happy with what i have, is very important. i don't have to have the best thing in the world. and even having the best, may not mean i'm living a happy life. happiness comes when you learn how to be contented.

and i'm learning, everyday of my life.

i read twin's blog, and i was just thinking about meeting expectations in life. expectations from parents, expectations from friends, and even expectations from ourselves. sometimes, when we're unable to meet them, we fall hard. and, we not only receive disappointments from those around us, but also from ourselves. then, comes another challenge, another chance for us to prove ourselves. what will you do?

what will i do?

just some train of thoughts. ((:

on a happy note, prelims are so over! and i'm holiday tomorrow, because all the e1s and e2s are having practical. ALL THE BEST PEEPS! xD

the end is drawing near.. and that made me cherish those people around me in zhonghua even more! because, you'll never know what will happen 5 years from now, or maybe i should say, 6 months later. i may lose contact with the people in zhonghua. and eventually, everyone goes their separate ways. when will our paths meet again?

ohh well. project runway now! gotta run! ((:



Sunday, September 17, 2006

sometimes i know i am really very fickle minded. i decided to change my mind, and buy this birkins instead.


can't help it. caught my eye at the store when i went there to try my size with steph. i asked dad about it. and he said buying this would be a better choice cause its a neutral colour. moreover, i see a lot of people wearing the design that i previously wanted. so i don't actually really want it anymore.. ): haha. but well. only change is constant.

i am wondering, why am i online now?! i should be studying and trying my best to finish up my pile of tuition homework. yeah yeah. i know. procrastination. -.-


ohh. and i currently love this esprit watch. have been wanting to get it. trying to get dad to ask him friend for discount. and most probably, try to persuade my parents. MUAHA.

exams make me super stress. i needa destress!

twin!!! dinner sometime soon alright. it has been long since we had dinner! xD

LOVE, constance.



Friday, September 15, 2006

this is going to be a very very veryyyy long post, taking into consideration that i've not blogged for almost a week now.. bear with me alrights.

its raining cats and dogs and fishes and cows and pigs and whatever now. and i usually don't carry an umbrella around. so guess what? i got drenched in the rain. -.-

my msn is having some problems now. oh well.

anyway, i have learnt some lessons from my prelims.

#1: bring a jacket into the examination room. sometimes the air-con is so cold, you can hardly write.

#2: always bring a mathematical set (that has a compass, set-square and potractor that is) whenever you go for a mathematics examination.

#3: never dwell on a question for too long. or else, pay the consequences.

#4: don't be too panicky and nervous. calm down as much as possible.

#5: try not to drink too much water befor the examination. if not, one hour later, your bladder starts to call for help.

thats about it.

constance says goodbye to first three months in JC. i thought having one science was bad enough. now i know there's something worse than that. that is to screw that subject's paper up as well. my chemistry paper is really a gone case. i didn't manage to finish the paper! although i am very sure i know how to answer the questions. ARG! how irritating.

don't cry over spilled milk.

yada yada yada. i know i rant a lot. but i really can't help it.

now that the three months thing is gone, i really don't know what to do. i wanted to try out JC life for like a few months before deciding where to go. at first i was so sure about going to a polytechnic. until sis shumei came to have a talk with me about my future lah. so she kind of cause me to think much further than the stress factor. frankly speaking, even if i go to a polytechnic, i wouldn't know what to take. visual communications? fashion design? business?

talking about design, project runway season three's next wednesday! like so fast. the last episode of season two was like last week. goody. project runway makes me wanna be a fashion designer. yeah. i know it's not easy. cause you gotta have all the ideas and inspirations and all. but hey, its fun and nice to wear self-designed clothes. because what you make, is what you like.

i really like the dress chole made. the blue one. aww.


TWIN. i miss you so much. i'm gonna hug you till you can hardly breathe. see you tomorrow love! xD

anyway, gotta go!



Sunday, September 10, 2006

woohoo! back from a rather long break.

nothing much has happened actually.

oh yes. van darl's steamboat party was a blast. i had so much fun! xD we were practically laughing while walking around the arcade. i bet the people in there were looking at us as though we were mad or something.


okay. i look really sick in this picture. but van loves it. as quoted from her blog. van! i like yours too! you look FIERCE! x)


"money or life?!" ((:

and we did what most people wouldn't have thought of doing.



yeah. we took pictures on the roads. -.- but hey. it's exciting.

"BIKE BIKE! CAR CAR! BUSSSSSS!"

x) only people who were present know what i mean.

by the way, i got my red puma jacket already! thanks steph! and dad! hehs. the date with steph was fun! and erm.. satisfying? we did almost everything on our to-do list. :D

weekends are still as packed as ever. hardly have anytime to breathe. but hey, although its tiring to go for 2 services a week, i wouldn't compromise anything for it.

"Seek first the kingdom of God and all these things shall be added unto you."

i did some editing with photoshop.and i'm pretty glad with my final product.



i did this from a photograph i took from the papers. (: nice eh?

anyhoos. thanks my dear twin for the little encouragement. you don't know how much it helped! ((:

i am feeling the pressure. prelims are here.



Tuesday, September 05, 2006

my blog's getting interesting. or should i say, i'm getting pissed.

i really seriously can't be bothered anymore la. a few times, i'll entertain, not 129874506 pages of my tagboard. it's getting on my nerves. my blog is not a place for you to find trouble, make trouble etc. seriously, why not u create a blog for yourself, and satisfy yourself, by tagging your own blog? you'll create less discomfort and displeasure.

http://www.blogger.com there you go.

sometimes, i get so irritated. i can't really be bothered anymore.

apparently, it's raining now. it was so freakingly hot outside just a while ago. it's amazing how fast things change now.

got to know about steve irwin a.k.a crocodile hunter's death. pretty saddening. i didn't believe the news at first. because in my opinion, he's one of the most daring person on planet earth. what would hapen to him right? but life is fragile. you maybe alive and kicking one moment, and the next, you'd gone to heaven (or hell. or whatever.). you'll never know what will happen next. i was talking to steph about this. and we both felt the same way. think-alikes and feel-alikes. haha. steph! i'm excited about the date on thursday. xD

okay. now the rain has stopped. -.-'

twin's having her n-levels social studies paper now. praying for you babe! xD

oh yes. HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAN DARLING! ((: see you later for steamboat!

i'll hit my books now. tatas. x))



Sunday, September 03, 2006


something that i hate most, is to be labelled by people who apparently, have no idea what's the truth, and just blindly assume. what losers.

the truth can never be more true. i don't have to do that lar. it's not like i'm desperately trying to get anything by doing that. so please, whoever it is, just get along with you life, and stop bothering about others and spreading stuff to other people about anything that you're not sure. because whatever you think or assume, may not be the truth. so come on, get a life.

okay. done with rants. still kinda pissed, if you know what i mean.

apparently, i have a pimple on my face. and so, i don't really have the mood to blog. plus, the earlier shit. i'll leave the blogging to the next time.

happy birthday mummy! i love you!

p/s: i will stop.. i will really stop.. sorry.




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